Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense pain behind one eye that persists for three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a